
I wish I didn't have to believe my eyes when I saw the site of the garden this weekend. My little patch of West Melbourne heaven gone.
On PURPOSE.
Some humans create heaven on earth, and others turn heaven into desolation. Both probably fueled with equal passion, coming from...I don't know where. I wonder where?


It dawned on me that this is how the bushfire survivors felt, as deliberately-lit fires destroyed all that was precious to them. To compare the scale of my loss to theirs helped calm me down.
Then being still for a few minutes longer, I tried to picture, to understand the people who demanded its removal. Here is what might have happened: Someone lives a bleak life, maybe in a flat nearby. Maybe long ago they had something precious they loved destroyed. Some toy, some secret place. Some live entire childhoods with abusive parents, joy-stealing teachers or family members. To cope with that, maybe they need to destroy beauty that others are still allowed to have.
This happens. There is always a reason.
There are many, many such stories. Far stories, such as the Cultural Revolution in China: pesants destroying the art treasures and books they couldn't understand or enjoy.
And near stories, to me: Chadstone Shopping center pulling down the Cathedral-like Good Shepard Convent and church, the 19th century monastic gardens and orchards that I knew so well. In its place they built a bitumen car park.

I don't want to have to talk myself out of tears, out of becming vengeful, every time I pass.

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